Been years since I last saw her. Now that I think about it, it was on a night just like tonight. She was just lying there. Motionless, like a tree in the forest that had fallen to the ground twenty plus years ago. I... I just couldn't believe it. she was dead and I couldn't do a damn thing to help her. They made me watch as they tortured her, violated her, and then killed her in the slowest, most painful way ever imagined! Those images of what they did will be forever burned into my memory. I couldn't do a f*cking thing to help her, and that's somthing that will never leave my conscience. In away I sorta feel responsible for what happened. I know it wasn't my fault but still... If I just had a chance to do somthing, then mabe I'd just feel alittle better. I would make them suffer for the crime they committed, but sadly I can't being locked up in this jail cell and all...